When she abandoned me


 

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like thunderbolts of white lightening; igniting each
pore my penuriously famished skin; with infernos of
insatiably burgeoning desire,
While today when she abandoned me; I felt worse than a
frigidly dying matchstick; with all scarlet blood in
my veins now metamorphosing into trash more insipidly
worthless; than the stinking gutters…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like a garden of bountifully blossoming roses;
melodiously enlightening each element of my
impoverished existence; with a fountain of ebulliently
rhapsodic scent,
While today when she abandoned me; even the most
infinitesimal trace of my voice froze in the center of
my throat; as I felt every possible devil in this
treacherous world; ruthlessly lambasting into bizarre
submission; till times even beyond my grave…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like an ecstatically frolicking butterfly; triggering
me to philander for times immemorial; through clouds
of seductively unparalleled mysticism,
While today when she abandoned me; each iota of my
bedazzling sight transformed into an entrenchment of
ghastly blindness; rendering me utterly hopeless and
devastated; amidst the pack of savagely blood sucking
wolves…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like a boisterously golden bee; deluging even the most
diminutive step that I took; with timelessly perennial
sweetness,
While today when she abandoned me; all my Herculean
resilience converted into an orphaned puddle of
cowardice; as I trembled in uncontrollable disbelief
at even the most capricious wavering of my shadow…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like an Omnipotent angel; celestially maneuvering each
aspect of my manipulative existence; towards the path
of irrefutably sacrosanct righteousness,
While today when she abandoned me; I found myself
being pulverized more and more brutally as the Sun
rose in the sky; with even the satanic vultures
refraining to caress; my abhorrently decaying
skeleton…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like a cloud of insurmountably blissful fantasy;
engendering me to unrelentingly romanticize all spell
binding goodness; on this colossal planet,
While today when she abandoned me; every ingredient of
my visage abnegated even the slightest of desire to
survive; as I surrendered myself wholeheartedly; to
the lap of murderously penalizing hell…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like a vivaciously tantalizing peacock; fabulously
rousing me from my reverie; like a titillating mirage
of pristinely nubile beauty,
While today when she abandoned me; the lines of
poignant destiny abruptly vanished from my indigent
palms; as I meaninglessly groped through a dungeon of
traumatizing darkness; like a ghost without head or
majestic feet…..

There was a time when she had just come into my life
like a heavenly mist of passionately enchanting
breath; granting me the tenacity to unflinchingly
live; and ensure that my comrades existed in
harmoniously symbiotic happiness,
While today when she abandoned me; even the most
remotest trace of life from my lungs raced infinite
feet beneath my veritable grave; with my carcass being
grotesquely kicked by all passing by; at rampant
will…..

And there was a time when she had just come into my
life like an immortal spell of love; making my
heartbeats the richest on this aristocratic Universe;
as she unconquerably bonded her benign spirit with
wandering existence,
While today when she abandoned me; I relentlessly
cursed my survival to be the most insidious burden on
planet earth; eventually slashing my nerves
indiscriminately; to die and perhaps savor those few
minutes of her love; once again in the next birth…..

(c) (r) copyright- by nikhil parekh. all rights reserved.

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Good she abandoned you…..If given a chance, we would too !

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